A streak of bad days

This has became quite common..but this time, its more frustrating cause its not about bad luck

Monday
On that day, there was nothing to do at work so we decided to go MOE because arden needs to buy a new 'O' level cert..we decided to walk back to workplace from jurong east mrt..what a lousy plan..midway back, while we were waiting for the green man to appear on the traffic light, a malayman standing infront of us turned back to stare at us..it was the damn fucking malay man who took away my handphone in the past when i was naive and stupid..k he stole it like 3-4 years ago..what pisses me off is that the fucking bastard actually smiled at me..as though to provoke me or something..knn if i ever meet him again, some accidents is gonna happen..i dont care if its minute ones like stepping on him, banging on him, splashing water on him or whatever..i hope he suffer miserably which doesnt seem like it now..damn..

Tuesday
My big sis got a job vacancy at her workplace and 'asked' if i want to work there..i refused because 1. im doing fine with my work now and if i hop job it would be a lousy feeling, 2. thinking of seeing my sister everyday isnt a pleasant thought and 3. thinking of seeing her friends whom my sis invite to our house only when my parents cook good food makes me sick. They just come here act cute grab food and leave. BTW my sis usually come only when theres good food or she would request some food before she come. I shall not say other stuff..anyways the way she spoke became more aggressive and it sounded like they think my current job sucks and that i cant learn anything from this..the thought of what im doing is being looked down really pisses me off

Wednesday (today)
The looking down continues..my dad told me theres a place which hire students for data entry..i asked so what?i already got a job..baa he actually replied can try get a better job mah.. ..maybe its because of my sis that makes me tulan over this

Also today i saw my sec sch friend msn nick-lesson learnt-never tok to someone who spoils yr day or dun appreciate it.. i will be honest, thats 99% chance to be me..in the past while we were busy studying and he had a girlfriend,thigns were fine except for dumb incidents like for example he 2 weeks never asked me for training nor tell me anything because he got common test(we usually trained every saturday and usually he will be the one asking because sometimes when i asked him he give me cock unwilling replies), then after the two weeks, he asked me go training but my common test is next the coming monday..he actually can say wah lao dun nid study la just come..
Now after study and hes jobless, things gotten worse..he is very free and always disturb me on msn..now i dont mind chatting but when i say im busy he will reply wah lao dont like that leh so diao or whatever blah..if i dont reply he will nudge and nudge.. Once i had to tell him im busy over 30mins before he finally stop the cycle
Thats not the worse thing..his topics are zzz..such as complaining bout other friends, ask me to tell him what are the bad points of another friend..tell him why i think this happens?..why are our friends all like this (btw this question was discussed before..its a long story but my main problem now is he kept asking this question everytime after an outing) and his reason is because he wanted to help friends improve or something..but it never worked and my other friends never really asked for help nor needed much..then after his plan failed, he would ask some questions like why our friends all like that..then after he said he confronted me and say he will change, he start telling me stuff like i joined a forum and they give me a free tanktop..i can say i dont appreciate that, dont care and dont want to always be disturbed over such small stuffs..if hes telling me this while going out then that would be normal but..baa

I would say friends are those that try to help each other whenever needed even if they are busy and not help each other as and when they are free, i dont feel im in much of a wrong even though that may cause me to not have many friends..he told me im not a concerning friend..but i still believe that talk is cheap and i feel uncomfortable to be thinking about bad points of other people for no good reasons..
I guess im gonna really ignore him..for me its really quite seldom to be so irritated like this..haizz i irritated others too in the past and had regrets.. if you have the patient to read this and find me a cb kia, sorry for that and do let me know..not talk behind my back

Im on holidays till sunday because theres no need to go work..i hope to have better days..or maybe a unconcerning friend like me is damned for life..who knows..